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Dashie's guilt

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Created: 2025-12-11 06:58:31
Updated: 2025-12-13 07:59:24
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    my email - hoverpackuser@proton.me
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  3. 3.
    >you’re rainbowdash
  4. 4.
    >and you’re beyond antsy at this point
  5. 5.
    >”hey dash, did you want anything to drink?”
  6. 6.
    >you snap out of your inner world and look up at him
  7. 7.
    “OH, uh, I’m good…”
  8. 8.
    >”alright well i’m grabbing a water myself so shout if you change your mind”
  9. 9.
    >the second he starts to move you jump up
  10. 10.
    >you you set your hoof on his chest
  11. 11.
    “W-WAIT, lemme grab it for you!”
  12. 12.
    >you sprint to the kitchen
  13. 13.
    >he doesn’t even have time to react before your back with the water
  14. 14.
    “I… I mean, hey, thanks dash”
  15. 15.
    >he reaches out to grab the water from you
  16. 16.
    >of course you filled it up 3/4ths of the way full
  17. 17.
    >anon always fills his drinks that high so he doesn’t have to get up to refill it as often
  18. 18.
    >you’ve taken notice to a lot of things he likes recently
  19. 19.
    >you feel his hind slightly graze your hoof as he takes the water from you
  20. 20.
    >you hate to admit it but you slightly leaned your hoof forward just to stretch the contact time with him that tiny bit longer
  21. 21.
    >yeah, you like anon
  22. 22.
    >it’s stupid obvious to you at this point
  23. 23.
    >you drag yourself back onto the couch and face toward the tv in an effort to pretend you’re watching the movie
  24. 24.
    >you’ve got a lot on your mind right now
  25. 25.
    >it’s obvious anon doesn’t know
  26. 26.
    >maybe he’s still dealing with being the only human around
  27. 27.
    >ugh, are you being selfish at this point?
  28. 28.
    >anon’s always really casual towards you, aw buck could he ever even see you the way you see him?
  29. 29.
    >i mean, equestria’s got a whole bunch of different nations around
  30. 30.
    >in hind sight it’s pretty easy to see why no pony was too concerned with anons arrival
  31. 31.
    >but anon always said that humans were the only ones back home
  32. 32.
    >are ponies just… weird to him?
  33. 33.
    >you notice the warmth of his thigh on the top of your head as you keep laying on your side
  34. 34.
    >you’re tempted to press against it but the urge to do so brings with it this twisting frustration
  35. 35.
    >all these feelings and… confusion… it’s really getting to you
  36. 36.
    >so much so that you’re getting antsy again
  37. 37.
    >like really REALLY antsy
  38. 38.
    >you jump up in an instant
  39. 39.
    “Look, I’m really sorry anon, i’ll be right back!”
  40. 40.
    >you bolt towards the door without seeing his reaction
  41. 41.
    >the second you’re outside you take flight
  42. 42.
    >you just need to get this tension out and sitting down, let alone sitting next to him, is only going to make it worse
  43. 43.
    >eventually your speed dials down to a more moderate pace
  44. 44.
    >there’s nothing like flying that helps clear your head
  45. 45.
    >being able to see things from a birds eye view just gets you in the right headspace to think things over
  46. 46.
    >ever since anon packed your lunch for you things have changed
  47. 47.
    >you gave a little push back saying it was only a day trip to canterlot and what not but he had none of it
  48. 48.
    >he said “free food aint gonna kill ya dash, besides, your tax dollars went towards it anyways”
  49. 49.
    >he had a stupid little grin when he said it too
  50. 50.
    >gosh you really wanted to see that smug look on his face again
  51. 51.
    >you always thought learning to cook was a waste of time
  52. 52.
    >like yeah, sure you could scramble an egg but the oven was a decoration at best
  53. 53.
    >when you popped open the lunch box on the train all the girls looked over with varying degrees of surprise
  54. 54.
    >turns out anon went all in for it
  55. 55.
    >he made you a hayburger, a soft pretzel, and he even had your favorite kind of brownie in there
  56. 56.
    >the note inside read “took me a bit to get the pretzel right, most of the duds ended up being soft pretzel shaped bread, and after that fiasco i wasn’t gonna push it by trying a desert on my own, pinkie outclasses me by miles anyways”
  57. 57.
    >”stay safe you colorful little freaker - Anon”
  58. 58.
    >even though he ended it off playfully it didn’t diminish how it made you feel
  59. 59.
    >it was super obvious from the start he didn’t eat hay, he told you 100 times over
  60. 60.
    >which makes it pretty obvious that he learned to cook hay from scratch specifically just for you
  61. 61.
    >and the worst part is, it was the best hayburger you’ve had in your life
  62. 62.
    >the hayburger was perfect, the soft pretzel was perfect, and obviously the brownie was perfect since it was your favorite
  63. 63.
    >but he even remembered what your favorite order from sugarcube corner was
  64. 64.
    >it felt like your whole world kind of tilted in a weird way
  65. 65.
    >not turned upside down but it just felt tilted
  66. 66.
    >this weird stupid lopsided feeling
  67. 67.
    >whatever, when you start getting really funky thoughts like that it always means you’re heads basically clear enough anyways
  68. 68.
    >it was getting near the end of the day by the time you left but it’s gotten REALLY dark out by the time you broke out of thought
  69. 69.
    >oh dang it, did you really leave anon hanging like that!?!?
  70. 70.
    >you bolt towards anons place and loop around to his front door
  71. 71.
    >you enter his place only to find him passed out on the couch
  72. 72.
    >oh… that bucking hurts
  73. 73.
    >he waited for you
  74. 74.
    >he bucking waited for you and you bailed on him
  75. 75.
    >you’re much more calm than before but that doesn’t take away from how ashamed you are right now
  76. 76.
    >you sneak over towards him to find he’s just wearing his clothes and doesn’t have a blanket or pillow
  77. 77.
    >you make your way to his room and grab his pillow and blanket and sneak back up to him
  78. 78.
    >you throw the blanket over him and fluff up his pillow till it’s as soft as you can get it
  79. 79.
    >you gently raise his head with your wing so you can place the pillow right under his head
  80. 80.
    >watching him so relaxed it makes you wonder if he’s always this tuckered out after hanging out with you all day
  81. 81.
    >he’s so cute when he’s asleep
  82. 82.
    >oh gosh what are you going to tell him tomorrow…
  83. 83.
    >the guilt is really eating at you now…
  84. 84.
    >it wouldn’t have been so bad if he had just gone to bed but no he HAD to stay and wait for you
  85. 85.
    >and it wouldn’t have been so bad if he had gotten his blanket and stuff in case he planned on falling asleep but no he KNEW you were coming back
  86. 86.
    >and you still bailed on him
  87. 87.
    >he was really excited to show you that movie too…
  88. 88.
    >you didn’t even pay attention
  89. 89.
    >he probably knew you weren’t paying attention
  90. 90.
    >and you always made bets with him you knew you were going to win
  91. 91.
    >just had to leech off of him and swindle him constantly
  92. 92.
    >why does anon even hang out with you?!?!
  93. 93.
    >oh buck… oh buck are you his only friend?
  94. 94.
    >oh my gosh you’re the worst friend ever
  95. 95.
    >he doesn’t even know anypony else that well so he just defaults to you doesn’t he…
  96. 96.
    >you’re tempted to run out and fly again but thinking it through isn’t going to fix it this time
  97. 97.
     
  98. 98.
    >you are anon
  99. 99.
    >and you were dreaming about mcdonalds
  100. 100.
    >mcdonalds but they have way more stuff
  101. 101.
    >the mcdonalds is the size of a mall and every little side store is specifically for only 1 item on the menu but each store contains a bunch of variations of the singular item they sell
  102. 102.
    >you kept teleporting between them and stuffing your face
  103. 103.
    >mcdonalds cake so fucking good
  104. 104.
    >except the cashier lady kept breathing on you
  105. 105.
    >it kind of took you out of it for a second
  106. 106.
    >and when it did the dream collapsed making you wake up
  107. 107.
    >and boy were you groggy
  108. 108.
    >you scrunch your face and move your arm only to feel your pillow under you
  109. 109.
    >did you sleep walk to your bed?
  110. 110.
    >you open your eyes to see a distinctly dashie colored dashie right in front of you
  111. 111.
    “Oh, hey dash what are you still doing up? It’s like past 12 or-”
  112. 112.
    >you stop talking as you start to pick up on the situation
  113. 113.
    >she hyperventilating HARD
  114. 114.
    >her eyes are closed tight and she’s very obviously crying
  115. 115.
    >she’s shaking really badly too
  116. 116.
    >seeing this wakes you up pretty fast as you jump up
  117. 117.
    “Dash, DASH, dude what’s going on???”
  118. 118.
    >she gasps sharply as she opens her eyes wide at you
  119. 119.
    >”w-wait… i p-p-promise i wasn’t being weird or nothing!”
  120. 120.
    >you throw the blanket around her and sit on the floor right in front of her with your back against the couch
  121. 121.
    “Hey, hey, it’s alright dash no worries, what’s got you so worked up?”
  122. 122.
    >she blinks and turns her head to the side and then looks at you only to look away again
  123. 123.
    >”L-look it’s *hic* it’s just *hic* I’m *hic* I’m sorry for *hic* being gross and weird right now *hic*”
  124. 124.
    >you furrow you brow a bit at that response
  125. 125.
    “Dash you’re literally the coolest pony ever, trust me when i say you’re perfectly fine okay”
  126. 126.
    >you grab her hoof with both hands
  127. 127.
    “Dash i promise you whatever it is, i’m here okay i can help, if you’re worried i’ll tell anypony else i would rather die, unless you specifically wanted me to tell somepony else, alright, but i need you to tell me if you’re okay…”
  128. 128.
    >she doesn’t seem to fully register what you’re saying as she looks down at your hands holding her hoof
  129. 129.
    >she leans forward slowly like she’s going in for a hug yet squeezes her eyes shut and then jerks her hoof back from your grasp only to panic again and place it back in your grasp
  130. 130.
    >she looks up at you begging for some kind of sign of approval only to shrink back before you could register what was going on
  131. 131.
    >she instantly starts to break down again
  132. 132.
    >it’s increasingly obvious you need to get control of the situation
  133. 133.
    >you pull her into a hug hoping that eventually you can get her to calm down enough to talk
  134. 134.
    >she struggles against your arms and seemingly can’t find the right spot to lay her head against you
  135. 135.
    “Dash i’m really starting to worry here, did something serious happen???”
  136. 136.
    >she continues to struggle to find where to place her head until she just presses her head into your neck hard enough to tilt your body to the left
  137. 137.
    >”I DON’T DESERVE TO LOVE YOOOOOooooouuuu!!!!…….”
  138. 138.
    >it catches you off guard at first but after a few seconds a wave of relief hits you
  139. 139.
    “Oh my god, dash, that's the biggest non-issue in the world…”
  140. 140.
    >you relax your arms releasing all that tension you felt a moment ago and simply pet her head
  141. 141.
    “Dash, i’d love to go out with you”
  142. 142.
    >she calms down quite a bit as she looks up at you and whispers
  143. 143.
    >”even though i’m kind of a jerk to you?”
  144. 144.
    >her sentence throws you off for a second
  145. 145.
    “Dash you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, i have zero idea where you’re getting this from”
  146. 146.
    >even though she’s calmed down a ton she tries to take a few deep breathes before whispering
  147. 147.
    >”it’s just… i was kind of a dick with the whole making bets with you thing, i mean it was basically stealing…”
  148. 148.
    “Wait, like when you bet you could beat me in a race a few times?”
  149. 149.
    >”y-yeah… and i really should’v-”
  150. 150.
    “Dash I was literally the one who offered every single time…”
  151. 151.
    >she flinches slightly but without the harshness of before
  152. 152.
    >”w-well yeah but… still it wasn’t cool of me to always make you buy brownies for me n all…”
  153. 153.
    >...
  154. 154.
    “Dash im on fucking welfare it’s basically you’re money…”
  155. 155.
    >she snickers a bit
  156. 156.
    >”well, okay yeah…”
  157. 157.
    >you hold each other for a good minute with only her gentle breathing being audible
  158. 158.
    >”I don’t know… everything just felt super important? Serious? Whatever, you know what i mean right anon?”
  159. 159.
    “Yeah, i’ve had something similar to this happen to me, trust me you’re completely fine, it always feels like a bigger deal than it is in the moment”
  160. 160.
    >she brushes her nose against your neck for a few seconds
  161. 161.
    >”it just felt really nice when you were, well, nice to me, n stuff…”
  162. 162.
    >”it was sort of like… you were really cool towards me and… i guess i kinda thought i wasn’t as…”
  163. 163.
    >she looks at the ground inquisitively for a second
  164. 164.
    >”UGH, it’s like you were super nice towards me, always doing things to make me feel nice and I didn't really balance it out y’know?”
  165. 165.
    >that one really gave you a comedic puff out of your nose
  166. 166.
    “Oh cmon dash, do you have an idea how i felt?”
  167. 167.
    >you really meant what you said
  168. 168.
    “Do you have any idea how much i owe you for making living here so much easier?”
  169. 169.
    >you pull her in super tight smudging your face right into the side of her face
  170. 170.
    “I really don’t think i could stand it here without you, you’ll never know how much you’ve done for me…”
  171. 171.
    >you opt to give her a kiss on the cheek
  172. 172.
    “You’re the most wonderful mare in the whole world, you know that right?”
  173. 173.
    >she presses her lips against your cheek as if to give you a kiss
  174. 174.
    >yet as seconds pass she begins to whimper
  175. 175.
    >”*sniff* I *sniff* i really *sniff* REALLY love you anon *sniff*...”
  176. 176.
    >she pulls you up onto the couch wrapping the blanket around the both of you as she lays on top of you pressing her lips into yours
  177. 177.
    >she continues her kisses endlessly as if to subdue you
  178. 178.
    >the romantic smacking of her lips on yours get lighter and lighter as you drift off
  179. 179.
    >she slows her pace just enough so that you fall asleep
  180. 180.
    >unbeknownst to you know, she stayed up just a bit later to assure you of her love even in your dreams with her warm little pecks against you

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