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[Anonfilly] All in one

By BtMess
Created: 2021-07-16 21:31:33
Updated: 2021-06-09 22:31:29
Expiry: Never
twilight sparkleanonfilly

  1. 1.
    >You are Anon
  2. 2.
    >And you are a filly
  3. 3.
    >And you are Anonfilly
  4. 4.
    >And you don't know who you are anymore
  5. 5.
    >Sure you're a little green earth pony who responds to being called Anon
  6. 6.
    >But there are just so many memories, you don't even know which truly is yours
  7. 7.
    >Many of them are conflicting even
  8. 8.
    >Some you remember yourself being 40 years old
  9. 9.
    >In others you're as low as 15
  10. 10.
    >You just-
  11. 11.
    >"Anon, lunch is ready! Come eat."
  12. 12.
    >And there's your only semblance of normality
  13. 13.
    >As much of a normal thing as a Purple horse can be
  14. 14.
    >Your body starts moving on its own as you make your way to the dining room
  15. 15.
    >You have no idea what controls it, but it does whatever one of your many memories desires
  16. 16.
    >It's never the same but its rarely (You)
  17. 17.
    >Wait, stop
  18. 18.
    >…
  19. 19.
    >Oh hey, you managed to stop again, heh
  20. 20.
    >And now it's back to moving by itself
  21. 21.
    >It's one of the few things you fond to do for fun
  22. 22.
    >But you have no idea what's going on
  23. 23.
    >"There you are, thought I'd need to go get you again"
  24. 24.
    >You hear her speak, but you don't respond as your body keeps staring at your hooves
  25. 25.
    >"Is everything okay?"
  26. 26.
    "Fuck you purple, REEEE-"
  27. 27.
    >Immediately one hoof covers your mouth and another slaps the side of your face hard
  28. 28.
    >All the while, one of your backhooves settles onto a sitting position and the other tries to lay down, making so you drop on your side
  29. 29.
    >It's almost like it can't decide on what to do
  30. 30.
    >You cower under your hooves while waiting for whatever punishment Twilight may give you
  31. 31.
    >But like all other times nothing comes
  32. 32.
    >Lowering your legs you see Twilight sitting by your side
  33. 33.
    >You re not even trying to hide your crying anymore
  34. 34.
    >"Oh Anon, what will I ever do with you"
  35. 35.
    >You get up and hug her, laying your head on her purple chest fluff
  36. 36.
    >It always manages to calm you down
  37. 37.
    >In turn she lays a hoof on your back and begins stroking gently
  38. 38.
    >"Shh, its alright, I'm here, I'm here…"
  39. 39.
    >But as her wings comes to complete the hug, something deep from yourself forces you to push her away
  40. 40.
    >Not missing a beat your body also bolts for the door
  41. 41.
    >It's not long until you start slowing
  42. 42.
    >Part wanting to get back to the hug, part wanting to get away from the 'monster'
  43. 43.
    >Memories of Twilight being nice
  44. 44.
    >Memories of her doing extremely evil things to you
  45. 45.
    >And all of them conflicting together once more
  46. 46.
    >And the fight for control begins anew
  47. 47.
    >You're now slowly walking towards the door as a heavy weight drops on top of you
  48. 48.
    >Not able to lift it you drop to the ground and start sobbing again
  49. 49.
    >"There, I got her Twilight, she wont hit herself this time"
  50. 50.
    >Something in you tries to move each hoof randomly
  51. 51.
    >But the thing on top of you also got them pinned
  52. 52.
    >'Rape'
  53. 53.
    >Apparently some parts of your brain understood it immediately
  54. 54.
    >Some others took a while longer
  55. 55.
    >What are these feelings…?
  56. 56.
    >What do they all mean?
  57. 57.
    >After some time all of them, for once, agreed that it was time to cry
  58. 58.
    >"Hey, don't cry, its for the best Anon, I swear"
  59. 59.
    >"Thanks Starlight, I'm not sure if that really helps though"
  60. 60.
    >"Just be quick, she seems to be hurting again"
  61. 61.
    >"As long she can't hit herself again like she keeps doing"
  62. 62.
    >"Don't worry, see? I got her down"
  63. 63.
    "WAAAHH"
  64. 64.
    >You totally aren't crying like a baby
  65. 65.
    >What is happening to you?
  66. 66.
    >"Just hold still Anon, this will be quick"
  67. 67.
    >And Twilight began slowly shortening the distance from her brightly lit horn to your forehead
  68. 68.
    >You just stared at it, scared
  69. 69.
    >Not like you could've moved away
  70. 70.
    >Seems like they will put you to sleep until tomorrow again
  71. 71.
    >Like all the other times
  72. 72.
    >Closing your eyes, a weird but familiar feeling courses through your body
  73. 73.
    >It's not like you wanted to live a normal life anyway
  74. 74.
    >The constant fight for your own body, while staying awake for a hour tops
  75. 75.
    >Why are you even….
  76. 76.
    >You're still thinking?
  77. 77.
    >You're awake?
  78. 78.
    >Opening an eye, you come face to face with Twilight
  79. 79.
    >"Hey there, how are you feeling today?"
  80. 80.
    >You try moving a hoof
  81. 81.
    >And it responds by scooting a little forwards
  82. 82.
    >You didn't even notice the weight being lifted from you
  83. 83.
    >Wait, your hoof…
  84. 84.
    >IT RESPONDED
  85. 85.
    >You also doesn't feel the constant fighting for control, like all the other times you woke up
  86. 86.
    >You've assumed direct control for once
  87. 87.
    >And you're so happy
  88. 88.
    >You jump up and hug Twilight
  89. 89.
    >You're so happy you're crying with joy
  90. 90.
    >"I'm so sorry.."
  91. 91.
    >You hear Twilight whisper, tears of her own falling on your back before a wing envelops you
  92. 92.
    >"We really need to fix this sooner than later, should I call the girls again?"
  93. 93.
    >"Yes, please do that, don't worry about Spike, I'll get him later Starlight"
  94. 94.
    >"As you wish"
  95. 95.
    >As the clip clop of hooves make way to the door you feel a soft nuzzling
  96. 96.
    >You can't help but feel safe for once
  97. 97.
    >"I'm so sorry Anon, I promise you that we will get this sorted soon"
  98. 98.
    >It's then that you feel another touch on your head
  99. 99.
    >"But just to be sure…"
  100. 100.
    >And you're out like a candle
  101. 101.
     
  102. 102.
    >You wake up panicking
  103. 103.
    >Not again, please you don't want to go back to the fighting
  104. 104.
    >You're immediately get on a defending position on all fours
  105. 105.
    >And looks like you interrupted something as 8 pairs of eyes are right on you
  106. 106.
    >"See, it was a short one just so she couldn't flee again"
  107. 107.
    >"The others will still wake up by tomorrow though, right?"
  108. 108.
    >"Yea Applejack, I can't simply kill all the other personalities, it's not right"
  109. 109.
    >"But can't you, like, just make a bunch of fake bodies and put them there?"
  110. 110.
    >"Rainbow Dash! How would you feel if you were suddenly put in another body that isn't yours?"
  111. 111.
    >"Eh, as long I was still just as awesome and could fly, I don't see the problem"
  112. 112.
    >"Are you sure darling? I still remember how painful it was for you to take care of Fluttershy's animals, and that was just the cutie mark"
  113. 113.
    >"I-I can deal with it, I-I'm awesome like that, right Pinkie?"
  114. 114.
    >"I dunno, that was kind of a big deal for me…"
  115. 115.
    >"Me too, ooh I can still remember how painful it was to try to make all those ponies laugh…"
  116. 116.
    >You finally decide to turn off their talking
  117. 117.
    >You're you, there's no fighting and you're still on control
  118. 118.
    >Yet you're frozen still
  119. 119.
    >What s going on?
  120. 120.
    >Spike notices you start to panic and moves to your side
  121. 121.
    >"Don't worry, it's just a safety spell so you wouldn't hit yourself when you woke up again"
  122. 122.
    >You relax a bit at that, though still paralysed
  123. 123.
    >"Also it should be fading our soon, how are you feeling?"
  124. 124.
    >Oh, can you even talk?
  125. 125.
    "Fine…I think?"
  126. 126.
    >Oh, you can, nice
  127. 127.
    >"Good, don't worry, they will find what's wrong with you and fix it in no time"
  128. 128.
    >Then Spike turned around, trying to hide something
  129. 129.
    >"…Just like the other hundreds attempts from before"
  130. 130.
    "What was that?"
  131. 131.
    >"Nothing nothing"
  132. 132.
    >You hope you didn't hear what you think you did
  133. 133.
    >But before you could ask he had already rushed to Twilight and was pulling her wing to get her attention again
  134. 134.
    >"Oh, right, sorry Anon, we were just discussing, um, what's best to try today, yes that"
  135. 135.
    >"What do you girls think about-"
  136. 136.
    "BENIS"
  137. 137.
    >You cover your mouth as quick as you can
  138. 138.
    >Deep inside you may be laughing, but you actually feel more ashamed than giddy at that
  139. 139.
    >Everyone lets out a groan as Starlight comes closer to the table
  140. 140.
    >"Well, looks like a second one already woke up"
  141. 141.
    >"So much for having an one on one chat"
  142. 142.
    >"Cant you just extend their sleep?"
  143. 143.
    >"Its not like that Rarity, I can't just pick a single of them to stay awake"
  144. 144.
    >A very angry Rainbow Dash then flew right at your face and booped you before saying:
  145. 145.
    >"Then put every one of them for a week long sleep or so, putting them out for a day hasn't helped at all"
  146. 146.
    >"But how will I know that I did not overload her brain with magic? I could damage her permanently"
  147. 147.
    >"Ah guess ya just gonna have to trust yourself this time Twi"
  148. 148.
    >"This is no better than killing all but one Applejack"
  149. 149.
    >"Ah mean, it still doesn't feel right, but it could help in the long run, and you wouldn't be downright killing them"
  150. 150.
    >Slowly Twilight turned and made her way to the table
  151. 151.
    >Gone was the calming face that you liked
  152. 152.
    >Now it was like you were a mere insect looking to a almighty giant
  153. 153.
    >Unable to do anything but wait as she looked down at your paralysed form
  154. 154.
    >Not saying a word a magic lance shot from her horn straight at you
  155. 155.
    >Being magically trapped meant that you had no way of dodging
  156. 156.
    >It still managed to knock you out of the map table
  157. 157.
    >The same buzzing from before met you once again, as darkness overrode your vision
  158. 158.
     
  159. 159.
    >You wake up not feeling anything
  160. 160.
    >No matter how much you try to do anything your body doesn't answer
  161. 161.
    >Yet you can hear a faint beep outside
  162. 162.
    >There are many continuous noises, but it only beeps on top of you
  163. 163.
    >It doesn't take long, as seconds later you can hear something tapping on glass just in front of you
  164. 164.
    >Not able to move or do anything, you just decide take a long deep breath
  165. 165.
    >Some more time pass, before you notice the liquid all around yourself start to flush
  166. 166.
    >As the liquid pass below your hooves you feel your eyes be forced open by some magical force
  167. 167.
    >In front of you is Twilight, and all around you there are an uncountable amount of green fillies in pods
  168. 168.
    >Probably just like the one you were in
  169. 169.
    >"If you understand me please look at my hoof"
  170. 170.
    >She then proceeded to raise her hoof
  171. 171.
    >Slowly you force your eye to it
  172. 172.
    >It's so slow to move and focus...like you have no reflexes anymore
  173. 173.
    >She moves her hoof right to left and left to right
  174. 174.
    >But you can't hope to keep up with it, yet you attempt to
  175. 175.
    >With a painful look she turns around and lets go of your eye
  176. 176.
    >The lid just closes as she releases it, not being able to keep it open yourself
  177. 177.
    >You can feel the pain on her voice as she starts documenting something
  178. 178.
    >"Day 9, notes of filly #488"
  179. 179.
    >She levitates your hoof and try to see your reactions
  180. 180.
    >"She's alive but apparently only with basic operating functions, no limb control, maybe can be magically rewired"
  181. 181.
    >You hear tapping on the pod you had just been
  182. 182.
    >"Report shows that internal organs seem fine and breathing is normal, but they're fragile and can fail at any time"
  183. 183.
    >You can feel her taking another look at you
  184. 184.
    >"Her estimated chance of survivability over the week is…"
  185. 185.
    >You don't want to die…
  186. 186.
    >You eyes start watering on their own from the time she's taking to finish that last part of the note
  187. 187.
    >You dont want to die…
  188. 188.
    >You feel a hoof lightly touch your ribcage
  189. 189.
    >"…her c-chance of survivability is…"
  190. 190.
    >It's warm…
  191. 191.
    >You can't think on anything but the warmth holding you now
  192. 192.
    >Washing away the coldness you've been feeling all around
  193. 193.
    >Like a torch in the middle of the freezing snow
  194. 194.
    >*sigh* "…it's enough"
  195. 195.
    >With that you're carried on her back somewhere else
  196. 196.
     
  197. 197.
    >She doesn't walk for long as you're carried to another table
  198. 198.
    >You may still be on the same room but you already miss her warmth as she releases you
  199. 199.
    >With another deep sight she starts doing some kind of procedure
  200. 200.
    >Or she at least tries to, your sides are wet and more droplets keep falling in pairs
  201. 201.
    >"Why am I even trying anymore, I-I can't see another one…I-I'm sorry"
  202. 202.
    >You hear something metallic hit the table by your side
  203. 203.
    >Twilight is rushing past the door, now openly crying
  204. 204.
    >You just stand there
  205. 205.
    >Unmoving
  206. 206.
    >Alone
  207. 207.
    >But alive
  208. 208.
    >Minutes, hours goes past
  209. 209.
    >Your sides are hurting a bit, but you can't move to alleviate it
  210. 210.
    >So you just wait for someone to get back
  211. 211.
    >It's some time until you hear the door creaking open once again
  212. 212.
    >And in comes not the normal hoofsteps you'd expect
  213. 213.
    >But much heavier ones from a much larger creature
  214. 214.
    >You can almost feel it's overpowering magic from far away as it enters the room, closing the door behind itself
  215. 215.
    >And you start to get scared as it decides to come closer
  216. 216.
    >When it gets beside the table its almost like you're face to face with the sun itself
  217. 217.
    >You feel like nothing as it just stands there
  218. 218.
    >But then some magic starts meddling inside you
  219. 219.
    >Feeling like it was distorting itself to mold and change your body in some areas
  220. 220.
    >But just as it began, it left you
  221. 221.
    >Then the presence itself disappeared
  222. 222.
    >Confused, you lay there as the door opens again and somepony else enters
  223. 223.
    >Light steps, almost like it didn't wanted to be here
  224. 224.
    >”Anon, please talk to me, do anything, I cant bear this anymore”
  225. 225.
    >"I don't want to see you suffer, not again"
  226. 226.
    >The pain in her voice filled you with sorrow, and you once again tried to move yourself
  227. 227.
    >All seemed to be pointless just like last time
  228. 228.
    >”Get them to sleep for a week, they said”
  229. 229.
    >You keep trying to move as she speaks
  230. 230.
    >”It will be for the best, they said”
  231. 231.
    >The way she's speaking almost gives you urgency on trying to move one of your incredibly heavy legs
  232. 232.
    >Wait, heavy?
  233. 233.
    >”Well, it's been too long and at least no filly is going to suffer because of me, not anymore!”
  234. 234.
    >"Hear this? You are all free, no need to suffer in vats because of me I...I....I'm so sorry!"
  235. 235.
    >You feel a pinch as something is forcefully pushed in your plot
  236. 236.
    >And almost at the same time you manage to make your front leg twitch
  237. 237.
    >”Anon!” – she shouts, removing the thing from your backside and dropping it
  238. 238.
    >The same metalic sound from before rings beside you again
  239. 239.
    >”Oh Anon, I can't believe- wait“
  240. 240.
    >Quickly she lifts your eyelid and asks you to follow her hoof again
  241. 241.
    >You manage to do it much easier now
  242. 242.
    >When she releases it you can even slow down its descent this time
  243. 243.
    >As it closes you uncounciously focus on the object in front of you
  244. 244.
    >It was a syringe with something inside
  245. 245.
    >Was…was it the kind that took animals out of their misery?
  246. 246.
    >Slowly but surely you start to curl up
  247. 247.
    >Twilight mistakes it for you being cold, and levitates you towards her
  248. 248.
    >”Its fine, you'll get better”
  249. 249.
    >She holds you against her fluff like she used to weeks ago
  250. 250.
    >”Everything will be just fine, my little ray of Sunshine…”
  251. 251.
    >She then started writing more notes of this filly
  252. 252.
    >Finally something had worked
  253. 253.
    >And maybe, just maybe, she could still find a way save all the still sleeping fillies

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