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Letters He Will Finally Read
By Steam_Powered_AnonCreated: 2024-10-19 11:10:10
Updated: 2024-10-19 15:08:14
Expiry: Never
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                                            I read “Letters he will never read” and it gutted me. So, here’s a cope ending for myself.
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                                            [Time dilation plays a kinda important part, (You) can figure it out]
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                                            3.
                                            
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                                            >You are Anon
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                                            >And a decade of research, subterfugue, bribery, and blood has finally come to fruition.
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                                            >You hold in your hands a leather-bound tome, the cover cracked and dulled with age, the pages yellowing and the ink fading.
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                                            >It contained the last scraps of archaic formulae for the rift-tearing ritual.
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                                            >The journey here had cost you an arm and a leg.
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                                            >Quite literally - your left arm and leg are void of their biologic nature, replaced by cold steel and warm servos.
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                                            10.
                                            >It was worth the price.
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                                            >It was the way back to Equestria.
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                                            >Back to your friends.
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                                            >The place where you truly belong.
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                                            >
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                                            >Twilight had told you that the portal would be two-way, that you could come and go as you please, that everypony you had come to care for would visit.
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                                            >The last thing you saw of Equestria was her waving, before the rift between your worlds closed.
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                                            >It did not re-open.
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                                            >
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                                            >You waited.
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                                            >Seconds turned to minutes.
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                                            >Minutes to hours.
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                                            >Hours to days.
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                                            >You lost hope a month in.
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                                            >
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                                            >You were deep into thaumaturgic research within the year.
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                                            >Doing whatever was necessary to study the weird, the wild, the esoteric.
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                                            >You just wanted to see your friends again.
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                                            >It was all so…
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                                            >Bleak. Tiresome. Depressing.
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                                            >The happy memories kept you going for a while.
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                                            >While they have not faded, they stopped driving you after four years.
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                                            >
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                                            >The next six were powered purely by spite.
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                                            >At God, Allah, Odin, the Flying Spaghetti Monster - whoever ran the show behind the curtains.
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                                            >You would break the chains of this world if it was the last thing you did.
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                                            >
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                                            >And now, here you stand.
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                                            >Within a room lit only by candlelight, thaumaturgic formulae spread before you in rings of chalk and your own dried blood.
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                                            >Within your hand of cold steel lies your collection of notes, research, runes, and other assorted items.
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                                            >All so you can leave this world behind.
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                                            >Beside you is a well-worn medium-sized backpack, full of what few belongings you chose to keep over the years.
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                                            >Mostly extra research, or things you thought ponies would find nice.
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                                            >You breathe in a shaky breath.
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                                            >It’s time.
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                                            >
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                                            >You are Twilight Sparkle
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                                            >And your daily routine has remained unchanged for the past year.
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                                            >Wake up, dried tears over the bags under your eyes.
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                                            >Re-read the portal spell for the thousandth time.
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                                            >Try it again.
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                                            51.
                                            >Spike brings you breakfast.
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                                            >You ignore it until you almost collapse from hunger.
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                                            >You eat what little you can bear.
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                                            54.
                                            >You re-read the spell again. Quintouple check everything
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                                            >You try it again.
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                                            >And again.
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                                            >And. Again.
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                                            58.
                                            >Spike brings you lunch.
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                                            >You eat what little you can bear.
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                                            >You. Keep. Trying.
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                                            61.
                                            >You’ve hardly seen your friends since he left…
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                                            >It’s your fault.
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                                            >YOU did something wrong.
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                                            >It’syourfaultit’syourfaultit’syourfaultyouFAILURE
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                                            >You collapse, sobs racking your body.
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                                            >You have to keep trying. There HAS to be a way to fix this…
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                                            >…Maybe another letter would help.
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                                            >
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                                            >This is the 375th letter to Anon you’ve wrote now.
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                                            >You know he will never read them, but…
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                                            >It still helps.
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                                            >Sometimes.
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                                            >Your face remains soaked in tears as you sigh, stowing your quill and ink once more.
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                                            >With slow hoofsteps, you begin your pilgrimmage.
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                                            >Back through the library.
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                                            >Up the stairs.
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                                            >Two rooms down from yours.
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                                            >Anon’s room.
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                                            >At least…it was.
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                                            >You’ve done this enough times to wear a shallow groove in the floor.
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                                            >You gently grasp the handle in your magic, opening the door the same as always.
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                                            >Expecting to walk over to his desk, and place the letter on the ever-growing pile.
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                                            >Letters from yourself.
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                                            >From your friends.
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                                            >Neighbors.
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                                            >A Princess or three.
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                                            >Except…
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                                            >That is not what happens.
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                                            89.
                                            >Instead of the desk and letters burned into your frontal lobe, a tall, familiar shape stands before the desk, shuffling through the letters.
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                                            >A worn bag at his side.
 
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